New Eta - dalam pekatnya

Sepertinya aku menyadari

Saat kau pergi tinggalkan aku

Artimu kini ku resapi 

Ketika sunyi mendekap hati

Dingin terluka malam ini
Dalam pekatnya aku menangis
Sejenak langkah ku terhenti
Dimana kini ku berdiri

Persetan pagi ini
Aku tak ingin bangun lagi
Biar lepas aku berlari, bermimpi

Saatnya kini ku mengerti
Langkah ku ingin aku menepi
Semua harus ku akhiri
Penantianku sampai di sini

 

Persetan hari ini
Aku lelah untuk berlari
Coba untuk hindari hati di sini

Aku mungkin jatuh hati
Tapi pasti patah lagi
Adilkah ini

Persetan pagi ini
Aku lelah untuk berlari
Jangan bangunkan aku lagi di sini

Simple Plan - Welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Jarak

Rinduku menorehkan goresan pena tanpa tinta.

Seakan ingin menulis dengan tangan diatas langit.

Ingin berucap tanpa suara.

Mengacuhkan grafitasi dan melambung menempuh jarak.

Mengacuhkan semua hanya untuk bertemu.

Melupakan waktu untuk menciptakan kenangan.

Sesak

Sesak.

Kata-katamu yang begitu singkat namun menjelaskan semua.

Matamu yang menatapku lekat seakan menjadi pembuktian bahwa aku bersalah.

Suaramu yang tertahan menahan rasa sakit dan kesal sekaligus bergema di kepalaku.

Sesak.

Air matamu sudah akan tumpah dan aku hanya bisa diam memandangimu.

Rasanya aku tidak ingin mengaku lalu menyalahkanmu saja tapi egoku tidak sampai.

Memaki diri sendiri tidak juga membuatku puas.

Sesak.

Ketakutanku membuatmu lebih terluka semakin nyata.

Mengapa engkau begitu rapuh padahal aku juga rapuh?

Berjanji pada diri sendiri aku tidak akan menangis di hadapanmu sekarang.

Sesak.

Kebisuanku hanya bisa ku akhiri dengan kata maaf.