i was really disappointed to accept the fact that our school wasn't same. and i started feel pessimistic that we'll never be together. it will be so hard for us (especially me) to meet and talk.
because he wasn't the kind of guy who like to keep contact. you know that he just a flat guy :(
and sure i was afraid if some flirty girl seduce him there :(
i tried hard to accept that but won't try to forget him. ever.
and then i reallized that he had birthday this month. of course i want to give him some gift :D
so i made chocholate for him, because i know he likes it more than me. i made a lot of picture 'bout him, i know that he likes doraemon so i draw it for him :)
and i fold it. the gift is already done but how can i give it if we never can meet?
it just too hard to do.
there's always a lot of obstacles for me and him to be close.
i looking for every way to give it. but i haven't transport for reach where ever he now. and our time weren't match to make appoinment. and i also have to hide all of this for my mom, she never like something like this before.
and the saddest, until now i haven't give it.
oh God please help me :(
i really wanna meet him, give this present and look his enchant smile as before :((
